The Host Chapter 47: Employed

This is too easy. Its non re whollyy take down playfulness any more, Kyle complained.You treasu inflammation to uprise, Ian reminded him.He and Ian were in the windowless back of the van, sorting through and through the nonperishable groceries and toiletries Id upright collected from the store. It was the middle of the day, and the sun was shining on Wichita. It was non as hot as the Arizona desert, exclusively it was more humid. The air swarmed with petite gasifying bugs.Jared drove toward the highway out of town, cautiously keeping infra the speed limit. This continued to irritate him.Getting tired of shopping yet, Wanda? Ian asked me. zero(prenominal) I dont mind it.You always say that. Isnt there any occasion you mind?I mind being away from Jamie. And I mind being outside, a bittie bit. During the day especi bothy. Its alike(p) the opposite of claustrophobia. all(prenominal)thing is too open. Does that bother you, too? well-nightimes. We dont go out during the day more.At least she gets to stretch her legs, Kyle muttered. I dont k outright why you want to hear her complain.Because its so uncommon. Which makes it a minute change from listening to you complain.I tuned them out. Once Ian and Kyle got started, they usually went on for a while. I consulted the map. Oklahoma City next? I asked Jared.And a hardly a(prenominal) small towns on the way, if youre up for it, he answered, eyes on the highroad.I am.Jared rarely lost his focus when on a raid. He didnt slow into relieved banter the way Ian and Kyle did every time I holy another mission successfully. It make me smile when they used that word-mission. That sounded so formidable. In reality, it was ripe a trip to the store. Just like Id done a hundred times in San Diego when I was precisely feeding myself. kick the bucket care Kyle said, it was too easy to provide any excitement. I pushed my handcart up and down the aisles. I smiled at the souls who smiled at me, and I filled my cart with things that would determination. I usually grabbed a few things that wouldnt, for the men hiding in the back of the van. Premake sandwiches from the deli-things like that for our meals. And maybe a treat or 2. Ian had a fondness for mint chocolate chip ice cream. Kyle liked devotee novels best. Jared ate anything he was moodyered it check oermed as if hed given up favorites patchy languish time forwards, embracing a life where wants were unwelcome and even needs were carefully assessed before they were met. Another reason he was good at this life-he see priorities uncontaminated by personal desire.Occasionally, in the smaller towns, nighone would mailing me, would let loose to me. I had my lines down so well that I could plausibly reach fooled a benignant by this point.Hi there. New in town?Yes. Brand-new.What brings you to Byers?I was always careful to check the map before I left the van, so the towns name would be familiar.My abetter _or_ abettor travels a lo t. Hes a photographer.How wonderful An Artist. Well, theres certainly a lot of beautiful agriculture around here.Originally, Id been the Artist. But Id found that throwing in the information that I was already partnered saved me some time when I was speech production to young-begetting(prenominal)s.Thank you so a good deal for your uphold.Youre very welcome. Come back soon.Id only had to speak to a pharmacist once, in Salt Lake City later that, Id k instantaneouslyn what to aim for.A sheepish smile. Im not sure Im getting the right nutrition. I rout outt seem to avoid the junk food. This body has such a sweet tooth.You need to be wise, Thousand Petals. I know its easy to give in to your cravings, exactly try to think about what youre eating. In the meantime, you should memorize a supplement.Health. Such an obvious title on the bottle, it made me palpate silly for asking.Would you like the ones that taste like strawberries or the ones that taste like chocolate?Could I try both?And the pleasant soul named mortal gave me both of the large bottles. non very challenging. The only fear or sense of danger I ever felt came when I cerebration of the small cyanide pill that I always kept in an easily reachable pocket. Just in case.You should get new wearing apparel in the next town, Jared said.Again?Those are looking a little creased.Okay, I agreed. I didnt like the excess, but the steadily growing bay window of dirty laundry wouldnt go to waste. Lily and Heidi and Paige were all close to my size, and they would be gratifying for something new to wear. The men rarely bothered with things like clothes when they were raiding. Every foray was life-or-death-clothes were not a priority. Nor were the gentle soaps and shampoos that Id been collecting at every store.You should probably clean up, too, Jared said with a sigh. Guess that means a hotel tonight.Keeping up appearances was not something theyd worried about before. Of line of work, I was the only one w ho had to look as if I were a part of polish from close up. The men wore jeans and dark T-shirts now, things that didnt present dirt or lead back attention in the brief moments they might be seen.They all scorned quiescenceing in the roadside indian lodges-succumbing to unconsciousness inside the very oral fissure of the enemy. It scared them more than anything else we did. Ian said hed rather charge an armed Seeker.Kyle manifestly refused. He mostly slept in the van during the day and then sit up at night, acting as sentry.For me, it was as easy as shopping in the stores. I checked us in, made intercourse with the clerk. T overage the bill about my photographer partner and the friend who was traveling with us ( dear in case someone saw all three of us enter the room). I used generic names from unremarkable artificial satellites. Sometimes we were Bats Word Keeper, Sings the Egg Song, and Sky Roost. Sometimes we were See widows weeds Twisting Eyes, Sees to the Surface, an d Second Sunrise. I changed the names every time, not that anyone was exhausting to trace our path. It just made Melanie feel safer to do that. All this made her feel like a character in a valet de chambre movie about espionage.The hard part, the part I really minded-not that I would say this in front of Kyle, who was so quick to doubt my intentions-was all the taking without giving anything back. It had never bothered me to shop in San Diego. I took what I needed and nothing more. Then I spent my days at the university giving back to the community by sharing my knowledge. Not a taxing Calling, but one I took seriously. I took my turns at the less-appealing chores. I did my day collecting garbage and cleaning streets. We all did.And now I took so much more and gave nothing in return. It made me feel selfish and wrong.Its not for yourself. Its for others, Mel reminded me when I brooded.It still feels wrong. eventide you can feel that, cant you?Dont think about it was her solution .I was glad we were on the homestretch of our long raid. Tomorrow we would visit our growing cache-a moving truck we kept inexplicable within a days reach of our path-and clean out the van for the last time. Just a few more cities, a few more days, down through Oklahoma, then New Mexico, and then a continuous drive through Arizona with no stops.Home over again. At last.When we slept in hotels rather than in the crowded van, we usually checked in after dark and left before dawn to keep the souls from getting a good look at us. Not really necessary.Jared and Ian were beginning to actualise that. This night, because wed had such a successful day-the van was completely full Kyle would have little space-and because Ian thought I looked tired, we stopped early. The sun had not placed when I returned to the van with the plastic key card.The little inn was not very busy. We parked close to our room, and Jared and Ian went straight from the van to the room in a matter of five or six ste ps, their eyes on the ground. On their necks, small, faint pink lines provided camouflage. Jared carried a half-empty suitcase. No one looked at them or me.Inside, the room-darkening curtains were drawn, and the men relaxed a little bit. Ian lounged on the bed he and Jared would use, and flipped on the TV. Jared put the suitcase on the table, took out our dinner-cooled greasy breaded weakly interacting massive particle strips Id ordered from the deli in the last store-and passed it around. I sat by the window, peeking through the corner at the falling sun as I ate.You have to admit, Wanda, we humankinds had better entertainment, Ian teased.On the television screen, two souls were speaking their lines clearly, their bodies held with perfect posture. It wasnt hard to pick up what was happening in the story because there wasnt a lot of variety in the scripts souls wrote. In this one, two souls were reconnecting after a long separation. The males stint with the See Weeds had come betw een them, but hed chosen to be human because he guessed his partner from the Mists Planet would be drawn to these warm-blooded hosts. And, miracle of miracles, hed found her here.They all had sharp endings.You have to consider the intended audience.True. I wish theyd run old human examines again. He flipped through the channels and frowned. Used to be a few of them on.They were too disturbing. They had to be replaced with things that werent so violent.The Brady Bunch?I laughed. Id seen that show in San Diego, and Melanie knew it from her childhood. It condoned aggression. I remember one where a little male child punched a bully, and that was portrayed as being the right thing to do. There was blood.Ian shook his head in disbelief but returned to the show with the former See Weed. He laughed at the wrong parts, the parts that were conjectural to be touching.I stared out the window, watching something much more interest than the predictable story on television.Across the two-lane r oad from the inn was a small park, bordered on one side by a school and on the other by a case where cows grazed. There were a few young trees, and an old-fashioned resort area with a sandbox, a slide, a set of monkey bars, and one of those hand-pulled merry-go-rounds. Of course there was a swing set, too, and that was the only equipment being used currently.A little family was taking advantage of the cooler evening air. The father had some silver in his dark hair at the temples the mother looked many yrs his junior. Her red brown hair was pulled back in a long ponytail that bobbed when she moved. They had a little boy, no more than a year old. The father pushed the child in the swing from bum, while the mother stood in front, leaning in to kiss his forehead when he swung her way, making him giggle so hard that his chubby little face was bright red. This had her laughing, too-I could see her body shake with it, her hair dancing.What are you staring at, Wanda?Jareds question wasn t anxious, because I was smiling softly at the surprising scene.Something Ive never seen in all my lives. Im staring at hope.Jared came to stand behind me, peeking out over my shoulder. What do you mean? His eyes swept across the buildings and the road, not pausing on the vie family.I caught his chin and pointed his face in the right direction. He didnt so much as flinch at my unexpected touch, and that gave me a antic jolt of warmth in the pit of my stomach. Look, I said.What am I looking at?The only hope for survival Ive ever seen for a host species.Where? he demanded, bewildered.I was aware of Ian close behind us now, listening silently.See? I pointed at the laughing mother. See how she loves her human child?At that moment, the woman snatched her son from the swing and squeezed him in a tight embrace, covering his face with kisses. He cooed and flailed-just a baby. Not the light adult he would have been if he carried one of my kind.Jared gasped. The baby is human? How? why? Fo r how long?I shrugged. Ive never seen this before-I dont know. She has not given him up for a host. I cant imagine that she would be forced. Motherhood is all but worshipped among my kind. If she is unwilling I shook my head. I have no idea how that will be handled. This doesnt happen elsewhere. The emotions of these bodies are so much stronger than logic.I glanced up at Jared and Ian. They were both staring openmouthed at the interspecies family in the park.No, I murmured to myself. No one would force the parents if they wanted the child. And just look at them.The father had his arms around both the mother and the child now. He looked down at his host bodys biological son with staggering tenderness in his eyes.Aside from ourselves, this is the initiatory planet weve discovered with live births. Yours certainly isnt the easiest or most prolific system. I wonder if thats the difference or if its the helplessness of your young. Everywhere else, reproduction is through some form of eg gs or seeds. Many parents never even meet their young. I wonder I trailed off, my thoughts full of speculation.The mother raise her face to her partner, and he kissed her lips. The human child crowed with delight.Hmm. Perhaps, someday, some of my kind and some of yours will live in peace. Wouldnt that be strange?Neither man could tear his eyes from the miracle in front of them.The family was leaving. The mother dusted the sand off her jeans while the father took the boy. Then, holding hands that they swung between them, the souls strolled toward the apartments with their human child.Ian swallowed loudly.We didnt speak for the rest of the evening, all of us made thoughtful by what wed seen. We went to sleep early, so we could rise early and get back to work.I slept alone, in the bed farthest from the door. This made me un contented. The two big men did not fit easily on the other bed Ian tended to sprawl when he was deeply asleep, and Jared was not above throwing punches when that h appened. Both of them would be more comfortable if I shared. I slept in a small ball now maybe it was the too-open spaces I moved in all day that had me squeeze in on myself at night, or maybe I was just so used to curling up to sleep in the slender space behind the passenger seat on the vans floor that Id forgotten how to sleep straight.But I knew why no one asked me to share. The first night the men had unhappily realized the necessity of a hotel shower for me, Id heard Ian and Jared talking about me over the whir of the bathroom yellowish brown. not fair to ask her to choose, Ian was saying. He kept his voice low, but the fan was not loud enough to drown it out. The hotel room was very small.Why not? Its fairer to tell her where shes going to sleep? Dont you think its more civilised -For someone else. But Wanda will agonize over this. Shell be seek so hard to please us both, shell make herself miserable.Jealous again?Not this time. I just know how she thinks.There was a sile nce. Ian was right. He did know how I thought. Hed probably already foreseen that given the slightest hint that Jared would like it, I would choose to sleep beside Jared, and then keep myself awake sad that Id made Jared unhappy by being there and that Id hurt Ians pinchs in the bargain.Fine, Jared snapped. But if you try cuddling up to me tonight so help me, OShea.Ian chuckled. Not to sound overly arrogant, but to be perfectly honest, Jared, were I so inclined, I think I could do better.Despite feeling a little guilty about wasting so much needed space, I probably did sleep better alone.We didnt have to go to a hotel again. The days started to pass more quickly, as if even the seconds were severe to run home. I could feel a strange western pull on my body. We were all eager to get back to our dark, crowded haven.Even Jared got careless.It was late, no sunlight left lingering behind the western mountains. shtup us, Ian and Kyle were taking turns driving the big moving truck loa ded with our spoils, just as Jared and I took turns with the van. They had to drive the heavy vehicle more carefully than Jared did the van. The headlights had faded slowly into the distance, until they disappeared around a wide curve in the road.We were on the homestretch. Tucson was behind us. In a few short hours, I would see Jamie. We would unload the welcome provisions, surrounded by smiling faces. A real homecoming.My first, I realized.For once the return would bring nothing but joy. We carried no doomed hostages this time.I wasnt paying attention to anything but anticipation. The road didnt seem to be flying by too fast it couldnt fly past fast enough as far as I was concerned.The trucks headlights reappeared behind us.Kyle must be driving, I murmured. Theyre catching up.And then the red and blue lights suddenly spun out in the dark night behind us. They reflected off all the mirrors, dancing spots of color across the roof, the seats, our rooted(p) faces, and the dashboard, where the needle on the speed gauge showed that we were traveling twenty miles over the speed limit.The sound of a siren pierced the desert calm.